happiness more or less...58 that is my boy.

Right now, this very instant I am listening to Blue Judy. But I think I want to listen to Radiohead??

I think I am going to get in trouble tomorrow because I did not forward the phones correctly...woawoawoa. Back into this aaaaaaahhhhhhhh.

Make me feel like I believe that I am holding onto this love, but I know this love is gathering. Turn it off!!!!!!!!!!! Find a way back into this, back into the begining??

MGMT. That is who I am going to listen to. Right Now. Written on the sidewalk, with those pieces of bark. Look up the class of balloons. You know the balloons that your ride up in the air. Hot Air Balloon rides!! The weekend wars...with a drive to Arizona! Going to all the water parks. I think I am going to get a season pass to Raging Waters.

My predictions are the only things I have. I am pretty damn good at them as well. I am a person, but I do not know how to begin?, even.

I changed my mind...The Verve. There is no need for introductions. You know that feeling you get when you see police lights behind you while you are driving and all you can think is oh shit. Yes. That feeling. I wish this feeling was oh so rare for me, but it seems to be multiplying. The eve of destruction? Makes you wanna scream out loud. But I would rather be here than anywhere. Is there anywhere better than here? Sometimes life seems to tear us apart and mostly it is because I do not want to let the moment go...or is it that I want to let the moment go so badly that it is constantly with me...hmmm..

"I'll have grounds
More relative than this—the play's the thing

Wherein I'll catch the conscience of the King."

Loves,
Mo

maharaja of the keyboard

Earth Day...2nd best day of the year.

Equals the fact that I get to start riding my bike to work again!!!

Dad, I love you! I am so upset I missed your call last night! So upset, I blame it on people not to be mentioned. My birthday was nice. Nicole, Brady, and Saylee brought me a Jamba Juice (my favorite) at work. Then when I got back from lunch my desk was decorated with crepe paper, starbursts, etc...my office sang to me and I got to blow out some candles (good wishes were made, yes wishes). I went to Brady's Tee Ball game. I laugh so hard at the kids. Brady throws the bat after he hits and we have to warn everyone to look out for it. Isaac (the cutest little button of a child) hit the ball and just kept running, he ran and ran and everyone had to chase after him to get him to stop and turn around. I love children (even though I want none of my own). We went to The Old Spaghetti Factory. It was nice. That is the only spaghetti I will eat. I do not like homemade or any other restaurant spaghetti. I think it is that Mizithra...and the fact that it is 40% off or something...

I received some uber awesome gifts...including some recyclable bags to add to my collection!! I now own a Recyc bag from UPS, Disneyland, Target, and REI. I am determined to be able to do all my super market shopping in recyc bags one day.

"And this, our life, exempt from public haunt, finds tongues in trees, books in the running brooks, sermons in stones, and good in everything."

Song of the Day: Honeysuckle Rose by Oscar Peterson

-Mo

hb to m

happy birthday to me.

i love to celebrate myself and i love my birthday. it is just another reason for me to talk about myself and others to tell me how amazing i am and how much they love me.

"if music be the food of love, play on,

give me excess of it; that surfeiting,

the appetite may sicken, and so die."

song of the day: put a penny in the slot by fionn regan

-mo

Eric, Marc, Jordan, and Jared Staal...

TOT

I went to one of the greatest concerts I have ever been to this Wednesday at Kilby Court. Yes. The Greatest. Ten Out of Tenn: Ten artists from Nashville in one night...enough said.



Jeremy Lister...AMAZING.



You should listen to every single one of these artists. It was wonderful so enjoyable watching them all play and sing for each other. They all had their own style yet mixed so well together. Two hours of ten artists. Bliss and Perfection. At the end they came out and sang with the 60 people that were there. Ahhh...I cannot even describe how I felt after this concert. Kyle on the other hand wanted to throw up because he kept thinking about all of them on a bus with long hair and not showering... :)


If you look close...you can see me in my flannel with my white scarf...


lOVe PeACe

"The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars,
But in ourselves, that we are underlings."

Mo

average

I will be the first to admit that I am not your average mormon girl. I am not average in anyway. I am all about simplicity. I will listen to music that is not played on the radio more than what is. Most would describe it as being eclectic. This is not to be different, it is just something that has created this life we call molly. I live to go to concerts. I like sports. More than I realize and other people realize as well. I do not want kids. I would be content and happy to spend my life traveling with a working husband/boyfriend around the world. I would love to work as well. I like wearing tanks and shorts/skirts so it is going to be really hard for me to eventually go to the temple. I honestly like going to the gym. I do not envy anyone except for girls married to NHL players. I love peanut butter and the movie Dedication.

So ask yourself why then 'tis none to you; for there is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so. To me it is a prison. What is your prison?

song of the day: on and on, by fools for april.

Hey, forget about plan B, I have got the A team.

Always,

Mo

yes. it is true.

I really like hockey right? Yes. However, I have come to the conclusion that I like baseball almost as much. Yes. This is true. I really love watching an entire baseball game. On television or at the park. Baseball is 100% enjoyable. I had forgot how much I really loved the game until this weekend when I watched the World Baseball Classic. A lot of people think it is boring, but I say to them NAY! And there are some cute players out there...

Are the majority of these players pumped with steroids and dumb asses? Probably, but oh well.

In no particular order:

Alex Rodriguez (NY Yankees)









Curtis Ohlendorf (Pittsburgh Pirates)








Evan Longoria (Tampa Bay rays)












Grady Sizemore (Cleveland Indians)
*My favorite team and player??










Cole Hamels (Philadelphia Phillies)












Mike Hinckley (Washington Nationals)






Nick Markakis (Baltimore Orioles)









Jason Werth (Philadelphia Phillies)









Skip Schumaker (St. Louis Cardinals)









Jason Varitek (Boston Red Sox)







Derek Jeter (NY Yankees)








And the question is: Is to have had and lost better than not having at all? Because I'm...

Song to listen to: she is love, by parachute

Loves,
Mo

jar of happiness

So I started out the day in a really pissy mood. Probably because it is Friday and for some reason Friday's drive me nuts because it means the work week is over and I have to start all over again on Monday. I know, I know that makes me sound like the biggest pessimist in the work world. I was thinking a lot this morning about all the shit that I have to do, everything I have to figure out and just how disorganized I truly am when it comes to my personal life. At work I am very organized...I hate chaos at work, but at home it is complete anarchy. I think my mood has a lot to do with the type of music I have been listening to. Currently I am listening to John Mayer. I feel like he always says what I mean to say (no pun intended). Am I misunderstood? Do I stand for anything? I do see everything that is going wrong in the world, but I do not know how to rise above and beat it. I am sick of waiting for the world to change. I get so frustrated. I am frustrated with President Obama. I am trying not to be, but I am. I just want to do something that is worth remembering me for. I do not just want to live life and die. I am always waiting for the world to change. But, I think all of us are. I look at some of my friends and they have these great careers where they travel and meet amazing people and are making a difference in their own way. I only wonder if I had stuck with this group would I have a better life or would I now be further down the path away from God, happy now, but sad later? It is a question that I constantly ask myself. If I had stuck with these "others" would I be enjoying my situation in life better? I will never know, so I should stop wondering. But I am not sure how to. Everyone believes how they think it ought to be. My belief in God is a beautiful armor. I wish I would have trusted this more. I like to think I learn something new everyday...this is my knowledge for the day. Belief and Faith is not a bad thing and I think it gives us more strength than we give it credit. However, it is something that will be a constant growing process and is easy to write off. I need to get over this idea that God is handing blessings of happiness to all my righteous Mormon friends and all my non-Mormon friends and here is me in the middle hoping He will get back to me in a year or so with that jar of happiness. Oh man...this is why I do not blog about my personal feelings. I really am not depressed, I am just sick of freight issues at work...

Someone put a picture of Kyle Korver on my truck this morning. Bahaha...it blew away, but it made me giggle for a good three minutes...

-Mo